You know that feeling you get when you're not happy with anything? When you don't like anything you've done for the past...who knows how long and you could pick out 1000 things you wish you did differently? When you wish you could throw everything away in your closet, and go shopping and get all new things... The feeling of wishing you were everything you aren't? Of missing the past and everything being so easy. That feeling of knowing that you don't know who you are? Deep...I know, but this is how I am feeling and I can't shake it. I'm down and it sucks. I feel like changing EVERYTHING. Except my husbad of course. I just wish I never was friends with the people that I'm not friends with now. From now on, I'm only letting positive people in my life. I need to be more positive mostly.
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